Changes.

Man I really do not get people sometimes, so many mixed messages.
So many lies, there's no truth in peoples words. It is a shame, there are only few I can truly trust.
I wish people were trustworthy or reliable, and wouldn't make up fake excuses not to see you.
Tell the truth people, hurts less in the long run, unlike a lie, try and keep it up buddy. Just see how far you'll go.
Men, are such a headfuck, unreadable cunts, the lot of them.
Sex, Drugs and Rock 'n' Roll are you friends. Alcohol is a mate on occasion. Drink it dry. Goon, Banrock Pink Moscato, Jack Daniels and Johnny Walker Red, keeping people sane since the dawn of time.

Now I really should study for my test tomorrow. But I'm not going to, my head is so fucking screwed up right now by so much thinking. It may overload tonight. Darn shame there's a lack of grass in this place.
But, I have over thought everything the past 2 weeks, starting from my birthday. Fuck, I didn't enjoy Saturday night, felt I didn't get things going my way, on MY birthday. Oh well.
This Saturday I could have got a $75 drink card, but I only had 4 friends instead of 5. Depressing. Every little thing has pissed me off, lack of communication, lack of contact from friends, etc. People always being busy. No spare time for recreation and other things.

I had my birthday BBQ last night, my cousin and Aunty came, and so did 2 friends, but there were over an hour late. Ugh, night starts so well. Bonfire in the BBQ went well. Got little brother and his mate off tits. Was a good night, in the end.

Let us pray these holidays go well, and are worth it. Or blind me!